Lost

We went to a wedding last night and I'm pretty sure we left our camera at the hall or it fell out of the stroller and in the parking lot. I didn't realize it until a few hours ago, because I just assumed it was in the car this whole time. I'm trying to let it go. I'm trying to avoid getting wrapped up in it. I saved most of Noah's pictures alhamdulillah, and the rest...well nothing to be done.

Inna lillahi wa inna ilahi rajioon. I keep repeating it, not because I'm only expecting the camera to magically appear, but to console my inner self. 

This is a test. It's a tiny materialistic thing. Get over it. Alhamdulillah it wasn't the SLR! Alhamdulillah it wasn't anything else!

I just hope that it's found, or if lost / stolen, I didn't have hijab less pictures of myself and friends (because I honestly can't remember what was on it). That's really my main concern. #strugglesofahijabi. I hope someone is *nice* enough to just delete the pics ASAP. *insert sweating bullets emoticon*

Inshallah.