Pregnancy ups and downs.

Sometimes I need a little break.

From life, from its craziness. 

I'm starting to get drained and exhausted. Initially I was going to work until I gave birth but I decided I can't do it anymore. I've requested to take off staring November. I need all the time I can get to organize the house and my life. Now I'm just waiting to see if they'll accept my request. 

I have about 7 weeks left until my due date and honestly I am just scared. I wasn't even this scared with my first child. 

I'm a mixed bag of emotions. 

Oh pregnancy is so much fun.